I didn’t grow up with an empowered understanding of money.

Not even close.

 

My lineage is a tapestry of contradictions—

I come from a Jewish family where money was both feared and clung to, distorted by war, survival, and generational trauma.

(Not to mention the whole Judah betrayed Jesus shadow lingering in the collective field.)

 

One side held post-war generational wealth—

but it came wrapped in anxiety, guilt, and the constant fear of loss.

It also came with entrepreneurship, travel,  fun experiences

and the beautiful things that money can buy.

 

The other was humble, heart-led, endlessly generous.

They didn’t have much, but they lived joyfully in gratitude.

It also came with scarcity, limited beliefs, and lack of creative inspiration.

 

Piled on top of that with my parents splitting, money was used as a bargaining tool for love.

(Sound familiar? I would wager many of you reading this

have had a similar experience at one point in your life span)

 

So I grew up watching these opposing money stories crash into each other—

while quietly absorbing all the shame, scarcity, and confusion buried beneath them.

 

I developed anxiety around money before I even understood what it was.

 

I chased it.

I spent it recklessly.

I didn’t know how to receive it without obsessively spending it.

 

I over-performed in the toxic masculine—pushing, proving, hustling—

while being completely disconnected from the feminine current of receptivity.

 

That loop bled into everything.

My creativity. My relationships. My self-worth. My nervous system.

 

It wasn’t until I began working with plant medicine,

quantum physics, and ritual magick that I cracked open the deeper truth:

 

I wasn’t blocked because of lack.

I was blocked because I didn’t believe I was allowed to receive.

 

And the layers of that belief system?

They weren’t just mine. They were ancestral, karmic, systemic.

 

Over the last five years, I’ve been dismantling that architecture.

Rebalancing the masculine and feminine within.

Deprogramming the scarcity codes I didn’t ask for but inherited.

Learning to become a clear channel for wealth—without chasing, gripping, or self-abandoning.

 

Now, I live in my dream home.

Not because I had a 10-step plan, but because I shifted my frequency,

rewrote the story, and trusted the unseen.

I now co-create wealth through my deepest passions—ritual, sound, art, mentorship—

and in partnership with a beloved who mirrors that richness.

 

I created The Medicine of Money because I know I’m not the only one who’s been caught in the loop.

Who’s felt the shame.

Who’s carried the guilt.

Who’s been stuck in a pattern that never felt like theirs to begin with.

 

And I also know this:

Wealth isn’t something you hustle for.

It’s something you attune to.

It’s something you are.

 

In addition to decades as a guide, ritualist, and ceremonialist,

I bring a lived understanding of Hermetics, Kabbalah,

Quantum Mechanics, shadow integration, and energetic sovereignty.

 

I’ve helped hundreds walk the path of reclamation—

through plant intelligence, emotional alchemy, and radical self-responsibility.

 

This odyssey is the fusion of all of it:

The mystical and the practical.

The esoteric and the embodied.

The ancestral and the now.

 

I wish I had this during my darkest moments of fear, lack, and disconnection.

 

This offering has been whispering to me for years.

Now, it’s ready to be born.

 

And if you’re reading this—

so are you.